Hervé wrote:Thanks.. now I understand why I am a failier... mmmmm

You are a failure only if you "feel" like one. I know people that never became rich (actually stayed quite poor), but that is because they never cared for wealth. Instead, they achieved all their goals, that they were set out to achieve. This gave them a great sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. Their heart was peaceful, serene, and you could almost see a glow and a gleeful satiety in their eyes and face. No qualms or regrets.
Yet, on the other hand there are wealthy people, whose spirit is simply tormented, confused, and battered ... often on the verge of suicide and with a constant supply of alcohol and "other" supplements to help time go by ...
Wealth in itself is not a measure of success.