- Sun Jul 16, 2006 6:37 pm
#171651
too philosophic...
well.
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i think human beings delivered a special kind of egoism or domination towards all they can control. it is indeed a very special «perversion» to be able to mimic, make real, imagine or dominate different pictures that this person's mind created.
some people draw sexy cartoony girls with large eyes and unnatural large breasts because they can never ever meet one of these girls.
others are strongly attracted to create surreal/mathematical structures and their phantasm (this is indeed a very philosophical topic too because it addresses all the time our three dimensions, if god/devil existed, where we come from and where we will go; for example the Klein's bottle), the third people search for salvation in violent game worlds. some even search for little children on the internet, raping them imaginarily, or performing it in the real world.
all this are only a small fraction of pictures that were created originally in a (maybe corrupted) mind but become this «special reality» for that individual person.
what is then 110% reality. for me, this is a state of reality that accepts no more changes. it's an imaginary (!), constructed state without relations to time or a physis. it's so-called metaphysical.
i have never seen a material that never gets dirty or a scratchless piece of marble - and (imagine!) i think none of You have seen either - but really most of the pictures we produce show these exact features.
people that have no clue of rendering that look at our rendering (when we proudly say "it's rendered with maxwell, the lightsimulator!") say: it looks cool but somehow strangely clean. for me as a person, this is like unsatisfactory because my work CAN NOT be read as an individual imagination (coming from within me) or a piece of art which obviously isn't so-called «photoreal». this disturbs me and leaves me with a feeling of being not understood. and i felt like this a lot with cg graphics i did... i feel not satisfied like this.
obviously, people in arch-viz (as i do most of my time, too) have to sell a product and earn money with it, and they don't care so much about their produced images MAYBE... and here's the parallel to the guy photographing outside. it's HIS picture, an indivudual piece of art expressing precisely the desired content and is never ever reproducable! photographs have a soul, they are closer to nature. renderings for me seem always colder/cleaner and are closer to the mind of the artist.
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if we talk about a rendering that shows a perfect-clean image without dust, rust, scratches or any type of natural anomaly, then we talk about a desired, optimal, imaginary or utopian picture of the portrayed content and thus has only a fraction shared with our reality.
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