- Wed Aug 31, 2005 4:54 am
#58432
why so rude? adehus?
if anyone beleives that i posted just to brag about my abilities,i appologize. i can assure you, i have no need nor desire to boast' i beleive ego has little place in art, since art imitates life or is it the other way around, policy stands for me.
****Long winded explanation of above post section coming up : BEWARE , only read on if truly interested, ELSE igone. *************************
my reasoning in posting, is the thread that started this. erp would like to use his favorite package, i understand. bathsheba, thomas l, and quite certain there are others, are concerned that all these plugins being released are taking away valuable coding time from maxwell.
hence my post, to assure everyone, that neither victor nor oscar nor whomever at NL was involved directly with the development of the houdini plugin, as houdini was the one surrounded with "?!?!?!?".
It was simply my free time efforts for the past 7 months, and i felt a bit of duty to come to the defense of NL and assure they are not wasting their time for 3d apps not in demand.
i also am not a programmer. i began 10 years ago writing scripts for cshell and prisms, while at ITT. fueled by desire to have houdini working, i undertook a quest armed with little more than a few good friends that are coders, a couple of books and the internet.
i was reluctant to even release the plugin, save to those who specifically desired it, as again i am not a coder and not sure i was ready for the type of flame mails i sent out before i completely understood the process. However, Maxwell quickly became a great new toy for me to play with and Houdini is a complete package with AMAZING new technology. after much encouragment, and as much testing as i can do, i said what the hey
if one believe one can, then one can. if one believes one cannot then one cannot. what one knows or doesnt impacts not the meanifulness or value of that ones life, and therfore should not contribute to ego.
personal philosophy is that if one can grasp what it takes to begin to master this young field, then that one can do whatever their mind is set to.
if i was misinterperted as being arrogant, and after rereading my post a few times from various approaches with inferred intonation, i can see where it is likely to see arrogance, i humbly appologize.
the intonation that should be taken with my prior post is one of "go get em tiger, cuz you can."
cuz i known how many braincells have been wasted here . . . .
as far as battlefield2 goes, all i can say is i am glad i have 2 machines so i can still render . . .
i regret that i have but one proc to give for my maxwell